Another Leak, Another Heart In Danger - August 18, 2014

A water tank in my Mom’s apartment leaked and we had to deal with it for a day and a half before it got replaced.  The leak was minor, still, we could barely use water as we had to turn the valve off whenever no water was in use, and if we did turn it on it was for a very short period of time.  Wasn't I just dealing with water trying to damage someone else's apartment a week ago? Is there to be another great flood? Please no!

Also, people not being on time almost messed things up in spending time with family... again.  I missed out on church yesterday (it would have been my first visit in a long time if I could’ve gone) and would’ve almost missed seeing Mom if the leak got worse or if Melanie had not been picked up by her family when she was supposed to.

Other things got done today that was like a small golden light on this dark day: like Sam’s and my errands, and our stimulating conversation with the local hairdresser as she trimmed up Sam’s hair. Our chat was filled with exchanges regarding life’s lessons and spirituality.

However, the snowball effect from last night feels like a big white avalanche now.  I feel lost, confused, hurt, and don’t know where to go… I realized that some things never, ever change (I don't care to elaborate as it would take too long).  It breaks my heart. I am sad.  What do I do?    

And worst of all there is another family member now in an emergency situation and is being air lifted to the City… my City.  Godspeed dearie!

~Ange