There is always that calm that comes before the storm...
These days up north with family I think it is more like the calm in between storms.
You ever feel that way with your family sometimes?
Through the fighting, the annoyances and irritations with one another, the misunderstandings etc, there is often that one big colossal storm with all of those things happening at once. Then it dies as quickly as it comes. And that calm...I enjoy it, for as little or as lengthy as possible, because it comes again, and sometimes it seems all too soon... Then I say: AGH! It's another storm!!!!
I tell you! I really miss home and my alone time and my pals in the city!
HOWEVER!!!
If I wasn't with my family and friends again, many more disasters would have ensued without that one more set of hands in play. My hands! For those who understand what I am saying when I say THE BIG GUY OF THE UNIVERSE MOVES IN MYSTERIOUS WAYS, I am telling you He really does.
For fifteen people I am very close to have said several times now: if there was not an extra body (in this case specifically my body) around here the past month, there would have been much bigger problems and disasters.
There have been fights, near floods, things missed that required immediate attention, issues that needed resolving along with a lot of help and suppports needed... I was there for them all. I see now that my own personal and very rough events that lead me back home were all very important in the end no matter how hard they were, because this hurricane (metaphorically speaking) that hit here has been some ride!!!!
Of course, when this is all said and done, what will happen to me? Where will my life go from here? As I am lazy today and that question is too much to ponder right now I am going to skip it and enjoy the 20 degree celsius weather for the afternoon.
~Ange.
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