I Went Home. Came back. Lost So Much. Final Posting - May 13, 2015

My Mom... she got cancer for the 3rd and final time... She didn't make it.

She is gone.  Her life seemed so fleeting. 

She feared much. Did little. And had so much she wanted to do, but never did because of her fear, doubt, even hatred. 

I have been back home in my city awhile now dealing with a mess she left with all of us, especially me, to clean up after.

Just like my break up a few years ago, I am in deep mourning, and learning to pick myself up again... figuring out where I go from here.

There is much I am going through. 

But here is this log's very short lived life as well.

I pray mine is not...

It seems so weird that I started these blogs with being so grateful for how long I have lived and what I have learned along the way.   And I wanted to share some of that.  I mentioned how so many older and younger than I are dying.  Now my Mom is gone shortly after.....

This is where this blog ends.  The other will continue.

THE END